When I walked out from the edge
I knew, what I was doing, still. . .
I opted for destruction
I knew I would fall, I knew I would break
But still I chose this, I chose pain
Think of this, what if love and pain switched their names
Then I would be the most loved.
As I fell from the vast sky into the deep space
The only thing that I could think of was
Your ostentatious smile, oh! How much
They deceived me, you swindled me
With the sparks in your eyes,
Now I’m jilted by your pretentious love, my love!
I could only teeter after I first met you
For in that very moment itself
I’ve lost myself to you
But I would do this all over again
Even though I know it would only kill me,
Decimate my cells and destroy my soul
But I would still do it again, because
For me those moments were real, my love was true
My love for you was unfathomable and
Once you truely love someone you never really can’t stop,
That’s why I still love you
But if I could change one thing,
I would change the revelation, for I didn’t
Had to know that your love weren’t real
That your eyes were lying to me all these time
Because before I only had to love you
But now I have to love you with pain!
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