Yearning for Light

The passing by vehicles headlamps light

Beamed at the window up front at times

Disrupting the movement of thick oozing

Darkness that completed the room.

I lay on the floor motionless

Breathing, presumably not dead.

The endearing pain inside me is reminding me

Of my undead state.

I lay on the floor with a blanket

Of darkness covering me

In an other window I could see light

It’s flickering and inconsistent.

It lights up at times when

I close my eyes and it turns

Itself off when I need it the most

And darkness sets in again.

I wish that a passing by vehicle

Would stop near the window up front

And stay there all night long,

Lighting up the window with it’s beaming light

Giving me light in this dark still night.

Maybe take away some pain

From this long dead heart.

Until sun rises in the morning

And lights my world, until then

I wish the vehicle to stay there

Near the window and

Give me some temporary light.



Β©12/11/18 The Rendezvous Club

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Liebster Award Nomination

Hey guys I was nominated for the Liebster Award by Kristian from the blog Tales from the mind of Kristian. Thank you Kristian for nominating me for this award πŸ€—. He writes amazing stories and poems and is very brilliant at that. So guys if you aren’t following him please do check out his blog.


official rules for 2018 are as follows, and can be found in entirety on the blog The Global Aussie, at https://theglobalaussie.com/liebster-award-2018/

Rules β€” overviews

Link to official rules blog post in your Liebster Award blog post
Answer the questions given to you (11)
Create more questions for your nominees to answer (11)
Comment on the official rules blog post with a link DIRECTLY to your Liebster award nomination post.
Entries start 1st Jan 2018 and ends on 25th Dec 2018. The winner will be picked on the 31st of December.


  • Thank the person who nominated you and provide a link to their blog.
  • Answer the questions you were asked.
  • Share 10 random facts about yourself.
  • Nominate at least 3 blogs for the award.
  • Ask your nominees 10 questions and inform them of the nomination.

My Answers

  1. If someone were to make a film/movie about your life, which actor would you like to play you?

I seriously don’t know the answer to that. But I don’t think I would want anyone to make a movie on me πŸ˜….

2. If you had to stand up and sing a song at Karaoke what song would you choose?

Elvis Presley :- Can’t help falling in love with you.

3. If you received a plane ticket through the post that could take you absolutely anywhere in the world, where would you go?

Malaysia, I always wanted to visit Malaysia.

4. You are trapped in a mountain but in a snowstorm. You have all the food and drink you need but there is no TV. What books would you like to have with you?

Any good novel would be good for me.

5. If you could go back in time and meet someone from history who would it be?

Mother Theresa, I am really inspired by her.

6. You arrive home after a long day and the magic elves have cooked/prepared your favourite meal, what is it?

Banana Halwa πŸ˜‹

7. Someone pulls out in front of you on the motorway, makes you slam your breaks on, then speeds off. What would you like to happen to them?

Nothing will happen to them. I’ll probably flash a smile at them and ask them to be more careful.

My nominees

  1. Abhay
  2. Saania
  3. Nirant
  4. Richa

The questions to my nominees are the same as the one above.

funny, Personal Thoughts

What’s the most stupidest thing you’ve ever done?

Hi guys πŸ™‹,

We have all done so many stupid things haven’t we but what is the most stupidest thing that you’ve ever done? Among all the stupidities that I’ve committed in the past 20 years the one that stood out to me was the one that I’ve committed about 8,9 years ago. It was really stupid and a bit painful too. So the story goes something like this . .

We had a group of girls who would go out in the evening to ride our bicycles and have some fun. On the very day of my stupidity my sister was riding her bicycle and I was sitting behind her. Suddenly as the bike was going fast and idea popped into my head and the idea was

I wanted to get off a moving bicycle 😌

I know I know it was stupid that’s why it’s titled stupid πŸ˜‚. And guess what I executed my stupid idea, I think I was too much into physics that day that I tested Gravity and Inertia at same time from a bike πŸ™‡. But guess what I forgot the main thing in Physics Laws of motion πŸ˜₯. Well the rest is history, I fell down hurt myself badly πŸ€• and it was very painful. But the most embarrassing thing was explaining to everyone what and why I did it 😳.

So guys this was the most embarrassing and the most stupid thing I have ever did in my life. Now tell me what’s the stupidest thing you’ve ever done? So what are you waiting for comment πŸ˜‚. I’m waiting for your comments πŸ˜‰.

Personal Thoughts, Thoughts recollected in Tranquility

How strange

I don’t know why the dark clouds

Covered my eyes and why

It started raining inside my head

Why my eyes flooded

At the thought of you and why

I missed the sun so much.

I woke up from bed without a smile

I forced one out after a while

Still I felt happy, for a while

But at the sound of you it rained on me

The cold drops of pearls made me ice

I wished that they would, freeze my heart

I wished for the Sun to Dawn on me

Dry my soaking wet clothes

And warm my skin

Give me light and evaporate my tears

I wished to feel alive, feel warm

So that I could catch my breath.

Oh! I remember how I longed to cry

At one point in life and how I couldn’t.

Now I wish not to shed tears and

They are washing down my cheeks

Stealing my breath

Salting my lips

Choking me.

How strange is life,

How strange is love,

How strange is strange itself,

And how strange is you and me both.



Β© 07/11/18 The Rendezvous Club

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Thought for the day, Thoughts recollected in Tranquility

Through the mirror

I stared at the mirror for so long a time

And an abstract idea of something

Looked back at me, it looked through me

To something that I hid behind my back.

Something unknown yet attached

I looked deeply into it’s eyes,

Without flinching, not even once

For I was afraid of an unseen realm

Inside my body and now I could see it.

The place reeked of insanity and sin

The stenchy stagnant water hindrance by pride.

If the water had flowed, it would’ve

Reached the sea long ago

The salts would’ve purified

The fish would’ve swam from shore to shore

Witnessing the sun rise out the water.

It looked through me, it looked inside me

With staring eyes that looked into each other

The power if realization fixed the conscience

The power to let go, the power to move forward

Was given life by the will to change.

The hindrances of pride and all the

Other hindrances disappeared once and for all

And the water flowed with immense joy

Giving life wherever it went.

The abstract idea on the mirror wasn’t an idea anymore

It was an image that smiled at me

Or was it me who smiled at me

For the water flowed with immense joy.



Β© 06/11/18 The Rendezvous Club

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Thoughts recollected in Tranquility

Forget Me

Forget me at thine own will

Wipe those cherished memories away

From thine own eyes and look

Deep into mine for they have changed

Forget this Mimosa, I’ve always

Shied away giving you hope and

I’ve always hurted you with my thorns.

Forget me now for thine own sake

For I am the cause of your insanity

I only blooms in places unnoticed

Yet you found me in the wilderness

Maybe I was waiting for you.

But now forget me, for I don’t wish

To hurt you no more.

Forget all the Moons we’ve seen together

Forget the one moon we’ve seen a

Million times together.

Forget the words, wishes and wings

We’ve given to ourselves.

Just forget and live now.

Forget me, yet I wish that I’ll be on your heart,

With you unaware of my name

Yet conscious of my presence.

Forget me, yet hold me close

As your pink mimosa.

I’m sorry that autumn took me away from you

I’m sorry for the pain of winter in your heart

And I’m sorry but you have to forget me for now

Until we meet in the heaven of spring in the castle of God again.

Forget me until then My dear

Forget me for I love you.



Β© 5/11/18 The Rendezvous Club

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