Personal Thoughts, Thoughts recollected in Tranquility

Walls

The wall that we built in between

Still stands tall as ever and strong

I wonder what happens on

The other side of this wall

Does the sun shines bright there

While I admire the half bend moon

Won’t the drops of rain that falls

On the trees in your garden

Fall across the wall at least once by default

Won’t the wind that is scented

By the perfume of the Jasmine

Which blooms every night to wonder the star

Blows there too just like it blows here.

The wall that we’ve built in between

Still stands tall as ever and strong too

It is a weight to this Earth

But it is a much bigger weight in our hearts

That makes us strangers to each other’s

Eyes and shadows and footsteps

I wondered, from what is it that this wall is built?

It’s basic unit….

And I think

The material by which

This wall is made is not hate

For it takes a lot of love even to hate

These walls are therefore made of void,

Devoid of love!

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Personal Thoughts, Thoughts recollected in Tranquility

In his arms

The confusions grew deeper and stronger

Unlocking the Pandora’s box

The darkness evolved, breaths shortened

The futile acts, the unfeasible ones

Came one by one in front of my eyes

And when sanity left the house of the mind,

With the last of my strength

I rested my head on his shoulders

Cried all night long and made no sound

No words escaped my tight sealed lips

He asked nothing, I said nothing

I just drenched his shirt in my sadness

Along with some salt all night long

He just simply sat there stroking my hair

Listening to my eyes in the darkness of silence

I felt safe in his arms

His eyes simply said everything there was to say

As I cried my darkness all night long

The Ray’s of gold wore dress of red

Veiled me in orange, heating my heart

He opened his eyes, hugged me tight

Kissed me twice and said

silently in my ears

With his love filled voice

“Good morning My Angel”

While I replied “I Love you Father”

Darkness still haunted at times

But I was always safe in his arms.

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At the crossroad – 2

At the crossroads where

Everything was blurry

I met a stranger

Who’s name I’ve heard of

But haven’t met yet

Who’s voice I’ve neglected several times

But this time it felt more deep and assertive

At the crossroad where

Confusion ruled my mind stronger than ever

Where questions echoed in my mind

What more? what next?

Which turn? Why turn?

My heart felt like

A butterfly inside a jar

In that very hour of unrest

That mellifluous voice

Which I’ve shut out

Hummed in my ears again

Where to turn this time?

I listened to the stranger’s ways

Which felt absurd to me at times

Absurd or not I took the turn

And it changed my life forever and ever

At the crossroads where

Everything was blurry

I met a stranger

Who helped me find my way

That stranger was me!

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Presence

After a very long time of living

In the colors of unrest and peace

I finally heard my heart beat

Inside the deep sea of life

I tried to point my finger at the light

But my hands were hard and shaky

As I looked, at the magic

Of the shadows in the wall

As the moving wind teased

With the sun’s light

Making them dance on the floor

And on my face as well

I felt the breath in my nose,

the warmth in my hands

And realized they were real

For the very first time.

For the very first time

I felt the presence of me in me

After these long hard life

Years living in this planet

Now do I realize that I am alive.

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Friendship

Hey guys,

Today I wanted to ask you something different. What according to you is friendship? How do you define it?

I don’t socialize much. If I see a crowd or something first thing I do is avoid it. I used to hate first day at school and college etc. This was a problem because as a result of this behavior I didn’t make much friends. It takes about 3 months for me to actually accept a person to be my friend and in some cases it could take more time. Now I’m actually coming out of my shell and trying to be more social and accepting and stuff. Still I think I’m not getting any better. I have about 1 or 2 friends now.

So after a long time I made a new friend a couple of months ago. I dedicated a lot of my time for this person because I thought if I want a friend I should also try. So things were going fine I had a friend and I was a friend to someone and things were different, I must agree it felt good. But then one day I received a message from my friend and it read I have my exam in about 3 months so I won’t be able to talk to you till it’s over, So bye meet you after four months. I was like what!!!!! Friendship! now this is more different than what I thought.

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So guys that was one of my weird experience at friendship. Do you have any such weird experience. And don’t forget to answer the above questions. I’m eagerly waiting for your answers.

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Oppressed Voices

The music of your breath

Feels boisterous to my ears now

For they are tormenting me

Day by day, echoing

Incessantly in my ears . . . .

The rhyme that once

Feasted my eyes is now

Making them water in ice and blue

The startling paradoxes

Stare at me with a smirk in it’s face

The striking similes

Questions my sanity

Lost I am in the morals of your parables

They rain heavy in my conscience

Feeding my inner conflict

Suppressing my ideals and faith

Replacing my palaces of hope

With your own answers and robbing

Me of my mistakes, findings, learnings and reasoning

The music of your breath

Feels boisterous to my ears now

For they sing my verse

Which was not written by me!

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Silence in our hearts

The silence is piercing into my ears

Breaking this silence I’ve tried

The agony of the incomplete expressions

The weight of the unspoken verse

Pulling my heart down

The love that we shared

Still remains but

What reigns now is misinterpreted thoughts

You’re there within my hands distance

Yet you’re not there

For I’ve lost you to silence

I wish that my soul could converse

What’s in my heart

My soul talks and your heart listens

I wish that the music of unity fills this silence

And we could dance forevermore in pair.

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