Personal Thoughts, Thoughts recollected in Tranquility

How strange

I don’t know why the dark clouds

Covered my eyes and why

It started raining inside my head

Why my eyes flooded

At the thought of you and why

I missed the sun so much.

I woke up from bed without a smile

I forced one out after a while

Still I felt happy, for a while

But at the sound of you it rained on me

The cold drops of pearls made me ice

I wished that they would, freeze my heart

I wished for the Sun to Dawn on me

Dry my soaking wet clothes

And warm my skin

Give me light and evaporate my tears

I wished to feel alive, feel warm

So that I could catch my breath.

Oh! I remember how I longed to cry

At one point in life and how I couldn’t.

Now I wish not to shed tears and

They are washing down my cheeks

Stealing my breath

Salting my lips

Choking me.

How strange is life,

How strange is love,

How strange is strange itself,

And how strange is you and me both.



© 07/11/18 The Rendezvous Club

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Thought for the day, Thoughts recollected in Tranquility

Through the mirror

I stared at the mirror for so long a time

And an abstract idea of something

Looked back at me, it looked through me

To something that I hid behind my back.

Something unknown yet attached

I looked deeply into it’s eyes,

Without flinching, not even once

For I was afraid of an unseen realm

Inside my body and now I could see it.

The place reeked of insanity and sin

The stenchy stagnant water hindrance by pride.

If the water had flowed, it would’ve

Reached the sea long ago

The salts would’ve purified

The fish would’ve swam from shore to shore

Witnessing the sun rise out the water.

It looked through me, it looked inside me

With staring eyes that looked into each other

The power if realization fixed the conscience

The power to let go, the power to move forward

Was given life by the will to change.

The hindrances of pride and all the

Other hindrances disappeared once and for all

And the water flowed with immense joy

Giving life wherever it went.

The abstract idea on the mirror wasn’t an idea anymore

It was an image that smiled at me

Or was it me who smiled at me

For the water flowed with immense joy.



© 06/11/18 The Rendezvous Club

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Personal Thoughts, Thoughts recollected in Tranquility

Listening to the Rain

The dusted floor, and me above it

Staring into Oblivion,

Not trying to find answers

Because asking questions needed strength

The music of crickets playing in the background

The lightning painted temporary paintings

On the dark black walls


The thunder roared out some

Secrets in the dark,

Not to be heard by anyone

But to be feared by everyone,

I did not dread it nor feared.


For the thunderous sounds doesn’t mean anything

It’s the rain that needs to be heard

They have a million words to say

In each drops and they’ll say it,

Even if you ask them questions or not

They’ll say it out loud and in whispers too

They may sing it and I’ll dance with them again

They’ll say it and I’ll hear them this time

In silence, in calmness and with will.



© 03/11/18 The Rendezvous Club

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Personal Thoughts, Thought for Change, Thought for the day, Thoughts recollected in Tranquility

Why do goodbyes . . .

Why do we want people to stay

Only when they bid adieu ?

Why didn’t we want to hold them near

When we were their dear ?

Why do smiles fail and eyes talk

When we hear goodbyes ?

Why does something that starts

With a good feels this bad in our hearts ?

Why do we still stay there under the

Same tree in the rain, even though

Seasons changed so many times ?

Why did we feel as if we’ve parted

With our soul, when they’ve parted with us ?

Why do we hear their words

Incessantly echoing in our ears,

And our heartbeats stays the same ?

Why do goodbyes hurts this much ?

Why do some goodbyes hurts this much ?



© 28/10/18 The Rendezvous Club

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Thoughts recollected in Tranquility

Light is a transparent rainbow

Light is just a transparent rainbow

Undispersed and lost between

The chaos and the space

That travels through the whole universe

In seconds and minutes

From far away luminous burning objects of fusion

Through the dark black space

Leaving the void terribly black

Even though it passes through it

Still it brightens our world

Refracting at the top, leaving a blue hue

That only deceives our eyes

For as we go up we see no blue, only black.

Remember light is just a transparent rainbow

Which shows us only one color at a time

And hiding the seven colors in plain sight

If you want to see the seven colors

Coalesced wonder called light

Dispersed and showing us all it’s might

If you want a glimpse, there’s a mechanism

But for that your heart needs to be a prism.



© 21/10/18 The Rendezvous Club

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And special thanks to A Man Deep for helping me complete this work .

Personal Thoughts, Thoughts recollected in Tranquility

Evening Sea

The waves inside are uncountable

And the sea unfathomable

I can’t decipher the words,

The murmur of the waves,

They are silently boisterous

And meaninglessly meaningful.

The words scribbled in the sands

On the shore, slowly by my fingers

Wiped off by the waves

Whilst they covered me in a blanket of sand

Gifting me some corals and

A shell to listen to.

My eyes search the edges of the sea,

Waiting for the approval or is it arrival

The boats started floating

Towards the red hue

That made them look like a painting,

Red figures on blue sea,

Just then tiny numerous dots

We’re slowly visible on the sky

As if someone threw some sand

Up above and it froze there in space,

The waves calmed the water turned cold

And they now whispered in mellifluous voices

And I sat there on the shore

Watching the sea devour the sun.



© 15/10/18 The Rendezvous Club!